Since Eternity

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I was afraid to look into your eyes. I was afraid to care for you. I was afraid to love you. And now I am afraid to lose you.

Yes I was afraid, and still I am. And when you held my hand and kissed my nose, you whispered that it will be alright; my soul merged with yours.

And yes I am afraid and always will be. But you are forever mine and I am forever yours.
I will keep falling deeper in love with you and you will keep catching me.
I know.
I know you since eternity.

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My Wings

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They took my wings away..
They took it off my spine and sent me here.
They were afraid that I would break the rules and fly in front of the mortals. And then every one would know! Everyone would know that beings like us are real.

They were afraid of my impulse.
I was one if their different kind. My feathers would turn black from white and white from black in no time. Passion would flow through my veins and the thumping of my heart would deafen their ears. I was Yin and Yang.

So they snatched my wings away and dropped me down.
And here I am free falling, still trying to make myself ready for the hit on my body and heart.
I am scared.

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You, my Love

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You, my love
 

You are not alone.. I am not alone.. You are with me. You are inside my head, in my memories. You are in my heart, it calls your name with every beat. You are on my skin, your touch all over me. You are on my lips, the dew of your kiss still fresh. You are in the air, you are all around me. Even when you are far away, you surround me. You are everywhere.
 

I am with you. Inside your mind. Inside your heart. On your skin. On your lips. On your fingers. Around you. I surround you. I am everywhere. Feel me.
 
Distance doesn’t matter much when two hearts are actually one.
 
Home is not a living place made of bricks and doors. It is a feeling. A serenading feeling of perfect ease, peace and absolute bliss.
 
You and I
We are Home.
Together. Forever.
 
Our meeting was not just a fluke. We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.
 
I do not need to think about you to miss you.
Every nucleus.. Every cell.. Every fraction of my being longs for you..seeks for you.. craves for you…
 
I love you.. And it is still not enough..
It is still not enough because the force that I feel towards you is much more deeper, much greater than just simple love.
More pure.. More intense..
 
Words are just not enough.

 

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Such intensity!

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When I think of the intensity of love and emotion that I feel for you…my heart swells and almost bursts and stops and flutters and gushes with passion and does strange, strange things.
And it is still just not enough.
 
It is just not enough because every new day a yet another bit of my soul goes to be with you and my heart grows a bit more bigger to take in more love for you. My brain gets more excited to make more memories of us! And oh my mind! my mind sweetly tortures me by showing me our flashbacks on loop, on repeat.
 
“How is it possible to love someone so much with such intensity! “— I think everyday, puzzled.
And yet as the new day begins I fall for you even more.

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The Perfect Trance

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It is like the most natural thing in the world for me..
To look into each other’s mind with just our eyes…our souls mating.
To feel your skin rubbing against mine…our bodies touching.
Your lips on me…our mouths kissing.
And your length inside of me…completing me

You kiss me and i turn into a lava of molten hot liquid, my legs turns into jelly, my heart thumping in my ears…my breath fastens and a moan escapes my throat.
How can two different being dance in one perfect rhythm and become one single perfect being in existence!

Devour each other like two eternally hungry beings. Wild and sweet. Fast and slow. Bite and blow soft kisses.
I have been waiting for you since eternity.

Love me into exhaustion.
Let my heart beat accelerate and my soul burst into bazillion particles of light.
Lift me up to the sky and make me see heaven.
Let the word around me fade in a mistful haze.

Let me feel that absolute bliss and let that happy tear escape down my eye.
Darling, Love me into perfect trance.
Love me and don’t stop. Because baby you feel like coming home.

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The fault in loving me

 

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Dearly beloved,

I am so sorry.
I am so sorry that because of me you have to put up with all this and go through so much pain. As much as it hurts me to say this, I wish if I could go back in time and could take back the moment I said that I feel the same as you…that I love you.
Atleast then it would have been me who would be hurting right now. Atleast you could have forgotten me and moved on thinking that it was just a one sided feeling. Atleast I could just keep the pain and this poision of my life to myself rather then destroying your peace of mind and happiness.
But I so much mean it when I say this that I truly love you from the bottom of my heart. Every trace of my soul and every fragment of my body, mind and heart loves you. Truly madly deeply.
And as much I wish to turn back the clock of time and erase myself from your life…I do NOT regret a single tiny moment of it. I do not regret to have met you, to spend every moment possible with you, to be able to look into your eyes, touch you, hold you, kiss you, make love to you. I had waited my whole life for you and now that I finally have you, no matter how hard my life will get, I do not regret a single nano second of loving you.
As much as it hurts my soul but If I have to lie or die to spend what time I have with you… I will do it.
But I am sorry. You do not deserve all this. It hurts me to see you like this. You have no idea how much its hurting me. I wish I could die and you could move on and be happy.
Just my fault. All my fault.
And I cry myself to sleep every night because you are all I have.

“Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa.”

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Shackled feathers

 

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She was made of glitters
But glitters that no more shine

She has been trapped in so much darkness that there is no light
No light to escape enough to reflect and shine.

Her spine were made for wings but the wings that no more remember how to fly
For they have been closed and shackled for long
Long enough that they are numb no matter how much she tried

She had an itch inside her heart
An itch to feel her feathers, to feel the wind touching against her cheeks
An itch to swim in the clouds, to smoke the cold mist.

She is longing to take flight and escape the walls that surround her
But alas! her feet are bound by chains of the anchor that is lying inside the deep bed of a tempestuous ocean that no one dares to dive in and pull back.

For she is tired she drops down on her knees,
A sob escapes her throat, a tear drop is set free.

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